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Thursday, January 19, 2006
1:54 AM

YAY :D :D :D

back to running cos my toe is okay now :)
i have to stop being so stressed n competitive :/ like shawna said, its not doing me any good n im making myself miserable for no reason at all. so stop being silly n attempt to finish running all the runs that you've missed n making yourself sick as a result. like NOW.

-.- argh. my greatest enemy is really myself. sometimes i hate that devil, but sometimes i want it. i guess i have to learn to control it n stop it from turning into an obsession.ARGH. box myself in the head.

im lost now. LOST. goin to sch is meaningless n nothing seems to be making me smile genuinely. what did i do last year at this point of time? i was having fun with the class. it seems like the more you know each other, the less you're likely to hang out with each other, esp when you have different thinkin n everything. everything seems so superficial to me now. the conversations, the attempts to be friendly n nice to the junior classes.. or maybe its just ME. i prefer trg cos i LOVE my teamates n i feel at home with them. no wonder haoxia said these are the people who will truly understand what you're goin through n not despise you for your craziness n madness n obsessions.

well, luckily i have joan n yuzhen in class! :D :D my beloved comforts in desolation. hahas.

bring me back to my memories.

go on, say what u want.
RIGHTHERE.