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Wednesday, November 16, 2005
12:25 AM

todae was meant to celebrate jieying's bdae! happy birthdae dear!! :D :D :D
love ya LOADS. knew her since she was a tiny kym ng who evolved into a lovely girl :)
hmm. yup. niwae, grace, shuyan, koh yu n i shared a bean bag n added our own styrofoam beans n notes n hearts into the bag.

this time's surprise, according to grace, is a NO surprise. the plan was this:
we go out with her, give her a fake present, bring her to zhihui's cake shop, then pretend that we heck care abt her birthdae and then go home. then when she takes mrt home, we shall take the nxt train n take a cab to her house. before we go out with her, koh yu is supposed to meet her at 11.30 so she'll be out at ard 10.30. then we'll have baked the cake by then n go to her house and decorate her house with 144 balloons n the bean bag filled with our love. then we'll surprise her by reaching her house before her when she returns home filled with disappointment.

it was a PERFECT plan. but what happened? turned out that NOBODY was at her house when she went out, so we couldn't enter her house. in the end, we blew the 144 balloons at my room instead and left the bean bag at my house. then when we went to meet her, we insisted on going to jurong pt for dinner and i'll pretend that i want to go running but forgot to bring clothes to change so i need to go home to get my clothes and the rest will KINDLY follow me. grace looked like she was in a bad mood although she wasn't, and she kept pretending to heck care abt jieying's bdae by saying whatever whatever whatever when jieying asked where we should go. then jieying got pissed n scolded her for her attitude problem n grace cried :( oh no...what a misunderstanding. sigh.

so grace felt miserable for the entire dae and the whole celebration was so awkward.. :( i guess thats what happen when frens get too close to each other. they tend to be too frank and open with each other, hurting each other's feelings unknowingly :(

sigh. so after the surprise was held at my house, shuyan had to rush for meeting, kohyu had to rush for class chalet and grace went home :( so jieying n i were left in my room, wondering what to do with the 144 balloons she had to bring home. in the end we took 6 rubbish bags to keep the balloons and bring them to her house.

had dinner with jieying at jurong pt crystal jade.. rmb exactly 2 years ago when grace wasn't here n jieying wanted to go swensons on her bdae but i didn't want to go cos it was fattening.. i just want to kill myself for this :'( i'll never forgive myself for abandoning her 2 years ago. i hate myself :'( :'(

niwae, freddie's grandmother just passed away.. reminded me of the time when my grandmother passed away. felt so lonely..so lonely with no idea who to turn to, no idea who would understand how i feel :'( :'( i really wished i was in rj.. at least i would have grace n shuyan n jieying :( pple who deserve so much more from me and gave me so much more than what i deserved.

bring me back to my memories.

go on, say what u want.
RIGHTHERE.